Wednesday, August 31, 2011

random31

went to PD randomly and I like the feel when lying on the beach!
seeing the wide sky,too bad tonight don't have any little star!

The moment when I chit-chat with my friends,
talking non-sense rubbish,laughing,giggling,
my brain system like stop functioning,stuck for a while,
It's great!
cause recently too much of invisible pressure comes to me!

Take a deep breath!
Smile and the world is yours!=)

Saturday, August 27, 2011

疼!


刚替我爸搽润肤霜。
搽满他的双脚、他的双手,
他变得好瘦,
我知道,我也能看到!
只是,
当我正要替他的背后搽,
我妈说道,
“给你女儿看看你有多瘦了!”
“我的天啊!”
我才发现,我爸比我想象中还要瘦!
简直可以说是皮包骨!

我的泪,就在我帮我爸的背后搽润肤霜的时候,不停的在打滚!
我的心好酸哦!...怎么办?...

Thursday, August 25, 2011

家人.

有人说,
你会抱怨这个世界不公平,
那是因为你无能!
起初,我是认同并且说对!好一句无能!

人嘛,能吃多少能穿多少,是注定的!
与其想着那些有的没的,不如好好珍惜剩下的时间。
我很想抱怨,很想痛骂老天怎么能忍心夺走属于他的一切。。
好不容易,他闯过了人生的难关!
他做到了,他挨过了!
大家都仿佛放下了心中的障碍物,尤其是我妈。。
可是啊,
老天就是不肯放过他,非要他走上绝路不可!

看着他,一天比一天的瘦,
他的脸颊、他的皮肤、他的眼睛,
这是他吗?
每次看着他,我都觉得好心疼!
就连想大声狠骂我一顿的力气都没有!
他还好吗?

他辛辛苦苦建立的家,
孩子们都长大了,
不需再埋头苦干的工作努力赚钱,
可以安心地享福,
到外地走走,
带着孙子上学去,
与老朋友打交道。。
怎么这一切,却好像被安排了给他的下一世。。

世界是公平的吗?真的是公平吗?

说真的,
好佩服我妈哦!
她比我想象的勇敢坚强!
我们都觉得我妈很依赖他,
做任何事情、任何决定,
要去那儿都得与他相伴!
我们都说她很眼浅,
总是被一些不怎么感动的戏剧令她流泪!
当我的眼泪掉的时候,我妈她竟然没哭,口中还嚷着说,要想开些~
妈,你真的很棒!

考试完毕了,
最想去的地方,就是回我的家!
家人可是我的全部!
少了谁,都不算完整!

这世上没有公平。那,有奇迹吗?
爸,快点好起来,好么?

Sunday, August 14, 2011

A moment.

Time flies,
until I can't take a deep breath.

Everything happened was a good things,perhaps!
We cant back to the past but God give us a chance to change our future!
It sounds kinda fair,isn't it?

Sometimes I dont know why am I work so hard for?what is the exactly things that I longing for?
All in a sudden,I feel so down!
All in a sudden,I lost the self-confident to myself!
I just can't satisfy what is going on.
I need more and more people to encourage me,to motivate me,to enlighten me and so damn on!
I'm just simply cant get enough!

Friday, August 12, 2011

命运。

感动到我流泪的戏剧,
想必是关于亲情、小孩、狗狗之类的剧情。
而《犀利人妻》是第一部让我流泪的爱情戏剧!

我并没因为这部戏,把我的爱情世界变得额外消极,
因为我知道,不是每一个人都像他一样贱或像她那样自以为是,
又或许,我本人超相信命天注定这把戏,
无论你如何努力捍卫你的另一半,一旦他变心 ,你可别指望他回头!
就像那女主角那样,安分守己,家里打理得多么井井有条,饭菜烧得再怎么好吃,
还不是一样也为爱情烦恼,还不是一样到处求神拜佛希望她老公没有外遇。

度量要放大些,心胸要放宽些,这样才能装得下幸福!
好棒的一句话!
因为要原谅他人的错误,可并不容易!
你要我不报复、你要我不计较你的过失,我都能做到,
但要我的原谅,说真的,有点难。

小三可以考验一段爱情,
只要闯过了这关,爱情就能继续长跑。
我无法理直气壮地说,我痛恨小三!
每当我想说那句话,我更痛恨自己!
有些事情是无法改变,
有些污点是无法抹掉。

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Blog.

Accidentally saw a friend's blog.
not really a close friend.
and he did don't look like a person who have a blog habit!==
However, it's quite amazed me after I read thru his blog!xD

Last few month I did told myself I have to throw my diary books since they are make me feel so insecure!
but I'm wondering why I haven't take action?@@
Sometimes, we might change our mindset as the times goes on, I developed an interest in express my everything to my diary since I was young, still studying primary school if I didn't mistaken!
I like to express my emotion by writing instead of telling and share to my friend><
It's such a good thing right?
Honestly, I don't really need any advises from them but I do need a pair of ears need a listener instead!
Just I have no idea how am I suppose to start the first word and somehow it's not a good timing to interrupt the atmosphere that what's suppose to be goes on.
That's why most of the time I choose to discard them and prevent not to kill the mood!=)
I doesn't meant that It's a great move but then that is unnecessary to do so.

Stop nagging to myself and I will throw it on tomorrow no matter how much I am not willing to!=)

Korea BBQ day.

Today went to Kuchai lama had Korea BBQ as my dinner with my lovely bro,sister in law,and her sis.
Frankly,I'm so in love with Korea food.
It taste so delicious!
Suppose is like about 100++ but with coupon so we just paid only 60++
my bro found out the coupon at www.everyone.com.my
There are provide many food discount coupons with a promotion price!
If u interested,can kindly have a look!=)

Kuchai lama really have effin much restaurants especially dessert station!LOL~
We stopover in front of SnowFlake shop when we saw that don't have a long queue inside.
And so we went in!...xD