Tuesday, November 13, 2012

答案













当你感觉 家不再是你的避风港
是什么感受 ?
当你以为他们都会支持你 但却原来是自己多想
又是什么感受 ?


我很爱我的家
但不知道为什么今天的我 感受不到家的感觉
我找不到答案 
只能分享 
很想告诉他我的烦恼 我的忧愁
但却没能开口


忍气吞声 是唯一能解决的方法
往积极的方向想
告诉自己一切都会安好
也许 有的时候 把它们都放进心里埋藏起来 比起分享与他人会好很多。

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

PaintTheSkyRed.










Guess what! I joined AirAsia Airline to be a flight attendant.
A brand new life is going to start soon?
Yes i think so!

In fact, I love..I love what am I having now.
I think I'm doing the right things perhaps!
I can imagine the future ,I got the scenario! yet I don't want to look back anymore! I'm just can't lift my head up and be proud of it!
There's a flaw in my life instead and I'm not going to forget it but overcome it!

That's good to know new friends,
Some of them are just so nice and kind! You know what, not everyone can share their things to other even me myself. 
But they do. So it's good to learn from them! :)

So far.. I love Mr. Booven's class! He is a good speaker, a very good instructor!
He will never let you feel sleepy during his class! He will try to give us some mini fun games to wake us up!xD
He was my "speak up" class's instructor!
Before the class, I was effin nervous since when I heard my friend- Scha, who are from the other batch told me that during the speak up class we have to talk in public and one more session is given us 3 minutes to talk by picking a random topic from a box!
Haha! It was just so freaking fun man! My speech was talk about pets! I think I'm consider as the lucky one? haha.. I have no idea what should I start my speech yet I did done the speech for more than 3 minutes! I can't even recall back the speech, what the hell I spoke for that 3 minutes? xD
Anyways, I did it!
What's next!?
Okay, this was the more easier than the previous stage for me. My instructor gave us some times to think about the speech for 5 minutes and this time we can decide what we want to talk!
I chose to story telling and I going to talk about my family. so I put my topic as My family.

During the preparation, I don't have to memorize it since it was my true story and I think everything is going well. I just followed what my instructor told me to set an introduction, 3 main points, and closing. That's it.
I'm the third person to present it and you know what my hands were shivering!
By the way, once i started , my nervousness was getting calm and calm and one thing that i couldn't expected was I cried! I cried during my speech! Damn, this was so embarrassing when everyone looking at you and waiting for you to continue your speech. I tried my best to control my tears and I tried to finish my story as well.
I got a big big claps from my batchmates after I ended my story and my instructor came in front of me to give me a "high five"!
And guess what! my friends were cried too! OMG, how come! You know what, the feeling was actually damn freaking great when i saw they cried with me! *devil smile* haha! It's because i knew they were seriously listened to my story and that's why they got themselves in that shit and there's doesn't matter even we actually just know each other like about 2 weeks! Anyways, my instructor told me that next time not to tell those story that too emotional unless I can manage it well. =*
I'm looking forward to my speak up class Day 2! hehe! it will be more and more fun i guess.

0100 .. time passed so fast! Gonna get my ass off and It's time to sleep ady! Nanight peeps and my love.:)











Friday, October 5, 2012

05.10.2012 : Think twice.

Waiting..waiting..and waiting..
Whether it's success or fail, can just let me know? instead of wasting my time to wait for the so called Golden Call.. lol..

Lost the direction.
yet the world is full of fun right?
Be an optimist , 
think positive, look forward , 
and live with hopes.
One day, you will see..


So much of conflicts between us recently.
Different thoughts? or I shouldn't be too stubborn sometime.. somehow..
Regret didn't talk nicely before he get off from my car. 
At the end, only can watched him from the side mirror.
And now he is in Jakarta.
I wonder why.
Yet I love Today's morning! 
i mean before the "something" happened. LOL~
Anyways, I do miss him so much! :(



Monday, August 6, 2012

AuguStress.

That feeling is coming ! In fact, I can definitely feel it..kinda strong.. yeap. NOW!
It's too late i know.
And
I can even feel the stress!
August! The month that I most worry so far,
I needa move my lazy ass on!
I need some lucks.
I need lots of motivation.
so that I could be able to handle it all.
Stop being lazy, Eu! yeap It's EU!

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Remind.Myself.













Not much to say!
Just hmm.. I feel like wanna share my feeling right now.
cause it's awesome!
Every single word you said, 
I'll remember for the rest of my life.

Everything is perfect.

Saturday, June 16, 2012

HappyFatherDay

Well,  I blog for my Dad,
Just want to tell him,
Happy Father Day!
I feel bad because i can't get my dad a present for this year. A hug neither.
Wish you'd rest in peace there.
I miss you! Frankly, I miss you alot!
Love you, daddy!


video 
haha! my dad helped me to brought the drum back to home after my competition. How sweet of his smile! :)
 

Monday, May 21, 2012

错误

同一个错误,你会犯第二次吗?

每个人的不好或缺点不会跟随一辈子!
只要你有心 有意思要改, 没有什么是不可能.
所以不能因为从哪儿听来的流言蜚语就否定一个人的一切!

很多人当遇到了自己想做但却知道做了或许会带给自己不好的事情,
他们会说 " 管它的! "  " 享受当下有错吗? " "只要开心就好! "
不断地纵容自己,
这样有时会让我觉得,自己很不成熟!

我们可以不管那些什么大道理,什么原则之类的,
但,既然它们会存在,这就说明有一定的原因!

Monday, April 2, 2012

Never ever.


GOtchA!
Sorry to my lovely blog!
apologized that i had been "abandon you" for that long! ><''

Final exam - Done!
Sem break - Begin!

hahaha! This is sooo great!
Because I got a holidays for like roughly about one month.
In fact,
It's kinda awesome when you finally can rest like a boss partay like nobody after you work so hard!
What to do during this sem break?
Thinking... Thinking...
><

Last Saturday had a sweet day with my love one!
My suipo's 21st Birthday Party!
Guess I gonna save lots of money to prepare presents for my friends as I'm now 21st yrs old!
Oh no!
I can't believe that! Where's my 18 19 ?
what had I done for the last previous years ? @@
arghhh~ !!



















Tuesday, January 31, 2012

just a fact! Perhaps..

我不懂自己要的是什么,
你难过,
你辛苦,
我只能说,你爱我比起我爱你实在多很多!

不晓得几时我会像个疯子那样爱得你死我活,
不晓得几时我会挂念一个人到失去理智,
就凭些芝麻绿豆的事让我的泪掉的不停,
就凭些甜言蜜语让我连气你什么都给忘得一干二净!
是我太迷信星座?还是我根本不想再过那样的生活?

感觉这玩意逼不来也猜不透!
属于你的东西,别人怎么耍心机也得不到!

我讨厌麻烦!我不喜欢做特别出众的那个!
我不喜欢别人用些不怎么好的语气与自己的家人说话!
有时候我就是喜欢什么都不做,不说活,不出去,躺在床想个有的没的!
当每一样事情都也能顺利完成,我会慌,我会担心,我会怕!
当我说些任性的话,我并不要你配我疯,而是告诉我这样是不对的!
也许我会失望,但我更珍惜你教会我什么!

爸走了,实在有很多的不同!
年三十晚,以往不论我和姐姐有多累,都会设计放在家的新年树!
因为会有额外的压岁钱!爸会把四个红包钉在那让我们四个兄弟姐妹选!
我爸说,谁拿到的红包越大份就表示他最孝顺!哈哈,那种乐趣实在无法表达!但今年没了。
年初一的早晨,少了被新年歌吵醒的早晨!
这样的早晨让我更想念我爸!
团圆饭以往都在公公在享用,
但今年大家都各顾各了。
人长得越大,越感觉不到新年的气氛!
我二哥结婚了!
我的家庭多了一个新成员!嘻嘻!
很快的,我的家会多两个小冬瓜!很期待!
我爸没能亲眼见证,但我知道他懂!他一定也会替我们开心!
愿爸下一世能有这个福分享受当爷爷的过程!