HappyFatherDay

Well,  I blog for my Dad,
Just want to tell him,

Happy Father Day!

I feel bad because i can't get my dad a present for this year. A hug neither.
Wish you'd rest in peace there.
I miss you! Frankly, I miss you alot!
Love you, daddy!

 

haha! my dad helped me to brought the drum back to home after my competition. How sweet of his smile! :)

 

错误

同一个错误,你会犯第二次吗?

每个人的不好或缺点不会跟随一辈子!

只要你有心 有意思要改, 没有什么是不可能.

所以不能因为从哪儿听来的流言蜚语就否定一个人的一切!

很多人当遇到了自己想做但却知道做了或许会带给自己不好的事情,

他们会说 " 管它的! "  " 享受当下有错吗? " "只要开心就好! "

不断地纵容自己,

这样有时会让我觉得,自己很不成熟!

我们可以不管那些什么大道理,什么原则之类的,

但,既然它们会存在,这就说明有一定的原因!

Never ever.

GOtchA!

Sorry to my lovely blog!

apologized that i had been "abandon you" for that long! ><''

Final exam - Done!

Sem break - Begin!

hahaha! This is sooo great!

Because I got a holidays for like roughly about one month.

In fact,

It's kinda awesome when you finally can rest like a boss partay like nobody after you work so hard!

What to do during this sem break?

Thinking... Thinking...

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Last Saturday had a sweet day with my love one!

My suipo's 21st Birthday Party!

Guess I gonna save lots of money to prepare presents for my friends as I'm now 21st yrs old!

Oh no!

I can't believe that! Where's my 18 19 ?

what had I done for the last previous years ? @@

arghhh~ !!

just a fact! Perhaps..

我不懂自己要的是什么，

你难过，

你辛苦，

我只能说，你爱我比起我爱你实在多很多！

不晓得几时我会像个疯子那样爱得你死我活，

不晓得几时我会挂念一个人到失去理智，

就凭些芝麻绿豆的事让我的泪掉的不停，

就凭些甜言蜜语让我连气你什么都给忘得一干二净！

是我太迷信星座？还是我根本不想再过那样的生活？

感觉这玩意逼不来也猜不透！

属于你的东西，别人怎么耍心机也得不到！

我讨厌麻烦！我不喜欢做特别出众的那个！

我不喜欢别人用些不怎么好的语气与自己的家人说话！

有时候我就是喜欢什么都不做，不说活，不出去，躺在床想个有的没的！

当每一样事情都也能顺利完成，我会慌，我会担心，我会怕！

当我说些任性的话，我并不要你配我疯，而是告诉我这样是不对的！

也许我会失望，但我更珍惜你教会我什么！

爸走了，实在有很多的不同！

年三十晚，以往不论我和姐姐有多累，都会设计放在家的新年树！

因为会有额外的压岁钱！爸会把四个红包钉在那让我们四个兄弟姐妹选！

我爸说，谁拿到的红包越大份就表示他最孝顺！哈哈，那种乐趣实在无法表达！但今年没了。

年初一的早晨，少了被新年歌吵醒的早晨！

这样的早晨让我更想念我爸！

团圆饭以往都在公公在享用，

但今年大家都各顾各了。

人长得越大，越感觉不到新年的气氛！

我二哥结婚了！

我的家庭多了一个新成员！嘻嘻！

很快的，我的家会多两个小冬瓜！很期待！

我爸没能亲眼见证，但我知道他懂！他一定也会替我们开心！

愿爸下一世能有这个福分享受当爷爷的过程！

今天的梦

第一次，我爸，婆婆，叔叔，他们一起出现在我的梦里。

今天午睡的梦，

我想牢牢地记着它，记着他们！

我先看见我叔叔，他的样子还是像往常一样，坐着我公公家的沙发，傻呼呼的！

接着是我婆婆，我记得，当我叫我婆婆的时候，她给了我一个很灿烂的笑容！

接着我看见我爸，奇怪的是，在我梦里，站在那的人明明是我大哥，但我的潜意识告诉我他是我爸！我哥的样子怎么会变成我爸的模样呢？梦嘛～没得解！

令我无法忘掉的是，当我叫我公公的时候，他说“嗯，你爸爸做工回来了咩？”

顿时的我，你知道吗？简直是傻眼！

我告诉我公公“我也希望我爸能够回来！”

我的泪就在我答复我公公的时候,掉了！谈起我爸，我实在没办法不掉泪！

我醒了，我在我的闹钟响之前我醒了！才发觉，我的眼泪并不是只在梦里。

我重看我二哥前几天在面子书发的留言，我的泪更是无法控制！

他所说的每一个字，形容的每一个情景，都一一出现在我的脑海里！这一切都很真实！

我爸不在，我们的生活真的改变了很多！

看着我妈被欺负，真的很想帮她出口气，让他们看清什么才是真相！什么才是同情心！

人长得越大，看到的人事物，不再是表面上的了解。

大人们的世界，不好玩！

November

Great,seems like I'm quit from blogging. LOL *sorry for being that long didn't update my blog*

Well,November make me stress that it keeps remind me, "my FINAL is just so soon!"
Having lots of mid-term tests and yea this coming thursday and friday i gonna sit for the FM & MA test. LOL. Both are the tough subjects in this semester for me,seriously!and the FAF as well.
Frankly,my classmates are kinda hardworking! especially my gang! Somehow I feel so down when I knew they are doing revision meanwhile I'm wasting my time by doing something not on my studies thingy! Yeah,I am such a failure,right?

Last night went to Genting with my lovely friends and my love one! Guess what, I went into the Genting Casino when I'm actually still underage! BTW,it was not the first time I go into casino!LOL. Am I look old? haha,guess I'm lucky instead!
People told me that you won't lose if you are the very first time trying this game!haha. It's true!
Just due to human being is greedy,so at the end-DRAW- better than lose right?><''

Wish me LUCK for the test on Tomorrow:)

6 OCT 2011

This brand new life seriously I don't like it!
I wonder is it I'm a Virgo so that I wish to see everything is perfect?
I feel weird when I back home but don't see my dad is around.
I hate but when I look at my mum, I know I shouldn't think like that cause my mum need us!

Something I realize that my brother's attitude seems like changed!
He stay at home more often compare to the previous him!
Last time my dad always nagging why his son like to had his dinner at outside but not dinner with him!why his son always overnight at others house but not at home!
I wonder why my brother can't change it when my dad is still here and how much he wish his son can dinner with him together!

Maybe this is so called human being.
In time of test, Family are the best!
We don't choose family. They are God's gift to us,as we are to them!:)