今天的梦

第一次，我爸，婆婆，叔叔，他们一起出现在我的梦里。

今天午睡的梦，

我想牢牢地记着它，记着他们！

我先看见我叔叔，他的样子还是像往常一样，坐着我公公家的沙发，傻呼呼的！

接着是我婆婆，我记得，当我叫我婆婆的时候，她给了我一个很灿烂的笑容！

接着我看见我爸，奇怪的是，在我梦里，站在那的人明明是我大哥，但我的潜意识告诉我他是我爸！我哥的样子怎么会变成我爸的模样呢？梦嘛～没得解！

令我无法忘掉的是，当我叫我公公的时候，他说“嗯，你爸爸做工回来了咩？”

顿时的我，你知道吗？简直是傻眼！

我告诉我公公“我也希望我爸能够回来！”

我的泪就在我答复我公公的时候,掉了！谈起我爸，我实在没办法不掉泪！

我醒了，我在我的闹钟响之前我醒了！才发觉，我的眼泪并不是只在梦里。

我重看我二哥前几天在面子书发的留言，我的泪更是无法控制！

他所说的每一个字，形容的每一个情景，都一一出现在我的脑海里！这一切都很真实！

我爸不在，我们的生活真的改变了很多！

看着我妈被欺负，真的很想帮她出口气，让他们看清什么才是真相！什么才是同情心！

人长得越大，看到的人事物，不再是表面上的了解。

大人们的世界，不好玩！

November

Great,seems like I'm quit from blogging. LOL *sorry for being that long didn't update my blog*

Well,November make me stress that it keeps remind me, "my FINAL is just so soon!"
Having lots of mid-term tests and yea this coming thursday and friday i gonna sit for the FM & MA test. LOL. Both are the tough subjects in this semester for me,seriously!and the FAF as well.
Frankly,my classmates are kinda hardworking! especially my gang! Somehow I feel so down when I knew they are doing revision meanwhile I'm wasting my time by doing something not on my studies thingy! Yeah,I am such a failure,right?

Last night went to Genting with my lovely friends and my love one! Guess what, I went into the Genting Casino when I'm actually still underage! BTW,it was not the first time I go into casino!LOL. Am I look old? haha,guess I'm lucky instead!
People told me that you won't lose if you are the very first time trying this game!haha. It's true!
Just due to human being is greedy,so at the end-DRAW- better than lose right?><''

Wish me LUCK for the test on Tomorrow:)